Think about doing a working holiday, or Cuso for low cost travel around the world. If that is your dream there are ways to do it. There are ways and some low cost to change the way you look but I tend to notice that people are around others that often have similar attractiveness and qualities of themselves. There is obvious that she sees tons of good qualities that you may not because of your MI. You know what your envious of so now's a good time to make plans to achieve your goals. Best of luck.