I know the dissociative section on this forum is mainly fullblown DID (Why I can't be there).. so I sort of feel like where do I belong?

I don't even have DDNOS, I only have a really shattered self with personality traits in conflict with each other... no history of abuse.

But part from maybe not finding a good outlet on this forum, DDNOS is a real and recognized diagnosis. It is not a nothing.