Hi, I need to vent a little. Or rather, I guess I need to express myself. Here goes: lately, I have been down. A lot of it , I think, has to do with not being around people much. It just seems like, there's something everyday. I feel like my life is off balance.

I am going to see my therapist tomorrow. I like seeing her. But she broke my trust last year. And I think I need to address it. She said some things that really hurt me. And I still think about it. I don't feel close to her when I'm not in her office. Even though she helps me.

I have a job. It's through a program that helps people w/ mental health issues. I just have this weird feeling. There's a woman there who I've been very close to ever since I started working there. But she's staff there, a supervisor. So we really can't be friends. Anyway, I feel like our relationship is changing. She seems distant. Cold even. There's been an obvious to me change in the way she communicates with me. And I feel...sick of her. I wonder what I've done. To make her act this way towards me. I don't think I've done anything different. But I feel judged by her. IDK. And at the same time, I just wanna be like, f*** this, I've done nothing wrong. I'm a good person. I'm awesome, and you don't matter, lady. Maybe our wires got crossed. Maybe we're both acting weird.

OK well, I guess that's it.