You were the first thing I thought about when I woke up this morning, newtus. Good luck with your appointment. You'll be fine. Try not to get yourself so worked up that you're a nervous wreck - or more of a wreck - by 8:00.

You mentioned last night that you're going to this appointment because you've been noncompliant with the meds. I thought you were "noncompliant" because you didn't want the meds. Are you under some kind of court order to take medication?