anika - thats what is happening to me all the time at the moment - i look back at yesterday and think 'why did i do that?'

merlin - ive gone from sharing EVERYTHING, all my thoughts feelings and self to being scared to have a polite chat with the parents on the school playground - ive never been scared to share anything with people so its a shock to say the least

ive always gone from one extreme to another but this is ridiculous!

again, thanks for being there x