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Originally Posted by costello
You were the first thing I thought about when I woke up this morning, newtus.
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wow.
youve said that maybe 2 or 3 times now.
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Originally Posted by costello
You mentioned last night that you're going to this appointment because you've been noncompliant with the meds. I thought you were "noncompliant" because you didn't want the meds.
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yea.
im noncompliant because i dont want them. im not under a court order. i almost was thank god not! like i said i respect my dad. but i try to swerve his ideas about meds away from our convos. i did for almost a month now. i did for many months til i went to the hospital. lately hes been doing stuff like calling and taking me out of the blue. i dont want to fight him. he talks to me about stuff like the police may pick me up in public again or i might goto terrell. which is a state hospital in texas. 70 miles from here. i almost got sent there. they may have been trying to scare me. the staff that time. idk.
but...
i really want a couple of meds on my mind. and its...just..to keep it short. i have to goto a psych to get them.
thats two reasons
but anyway i really really was wanting to cancel last night or this..morning. the appt. because ..i mean...once i get that injection...my life is over...its just..its over... in every way... ive been through this stuff already....in different forms...man...
