I know it's long but I'd appreciate some help, truly.

So. I'm twenty and basically live at my boyfriends house. I mean I live home, but I basically always sleep there and am considered a part of his family.. We are planning to get our own place in august.

His mom is great in many ways-- but she is a strong person, and knows what she wants when she wants it. Like yesterday-- she decided that everyone needed to drop what they are doing and clean the entire house. My boyfriend works full time, and makes more than his mom does (and his step dad makes a ton of money). The day before yesterday she did ask my bf to clean the bathroom, just not the entire house.. But anyway, just to pain a full picture here, I do all of my bfs laundry at his house, all mine (and some of the rest of my familys) at my house. I clean my bfs room daily, I clean my own maybe weekly. I do dishes at his house everday (not all of them), and I do dishes at my house maybe every other day. I help clean his entire house on days his mom decides more often than once a month. I clean more than his 16 year old sister.

Yesterday, for example, I cleaned half of the bathroom, the entire dining room, their spare bedroom, and his mothers bathroom. I was the first out of everyone cleaning and the last.

Now-- my bf knows it bothers me that I do more housework at his than anyone else and wants me to just sit in his room while he does it all. But I'm not like that, and he doesn't do these things half as fast as me, and works full time, so I just do it so he can sit down with me and we can relax together.

It crawls under my skin that we are not moved out yet.. Drives me absolutely crazy. And has for over a year and a half now (on and off at least, but I think about how bad I wanna move out at least once a day).

Now to our fight -- we fight over my doing more housework constantly, but last night he was telling me how we have it so good. Everything is just peachy. That freaked me out. I feel like it is me versus the world enough, then he goes and say something like thAt? I can't even have a quiet place to do homework when I want. I have no privacy. I don't have the freedom I need. I am slowly but surely going insane. And he is going to tell me how good we have it.

Sure, things are pretty good, except for the fact that I need to be on my own, in my own house, only taking care of my and his own chores, and doing them whenever the hell I want!

After he said that then he proceeded to tell me how I was feeling (mad according to him), which always sets me off on him. Don't f$&@ing tell me how I am feeling. but I told him I was really just miserable, depressed, and feeling very alone in the world, once again.

No one gets it . Including him. He wants to move out but not nearly as much as me. August is so freaking far away .

Am I wrong in any of this? Help?