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Originally Posted by IceCreamKid
Some people will dislike you regardless of what you say, do, think, look like, etc. forever til the end of time. It's the way people are. You can't control other people and their reactions. But you can help yourself. I was thinking not of others but of you when I suggested that you relieve some of the pressure on yourself by being real in your emotions. I saw the 'worst case scenario' as your present life. You'll want to be careful about using expressions like "[not a] very bright idea" when people offer you ideas because it comes off as being arrogant and disparaging and I'm sure you didn't mean to be arrogant and disparaging to me. I wish you the best.
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I'm sorry if I didn't came as clear as I would have expected to be, but I was being arrogant, I am most of the time. Still... although I like vainglory, and I see myself above others this was not the time or the place to express myself like that, seeing that I was looking for ideas. Please do not take that as an apology but as a "You're most likely not wrong at all", otherwise I would feel insulted.
Regardless of everything I took your advice and the one before that, since they are in essence one in the same. Yet I've been doing it at my own pace.
I told some more of my friends about my disorder, and it was a delight as they were more comprehensive than I would have expected. The bursts have lowered to the point that I can "feel" the void inside me, which is very pleasant. I'm still dealing with entertainment issues, but That I can manage, temporary entertainment keeps me from looking into things that I would enjoy the most. Worry not for I've never succumbed into sadism, it is a pitiful thing to gaze upon.
Having said this, I think a "Thanks" is really worthy of being said, so Thanks to you two.