Thanks so much everyone. I'm maintaining, but better. Right after I posted this, we had the scare with my big girl. I'm just really coming down from that. Slowly but surely...

I appreciate the support so much.

Myself, yes "going inside" helps me much but I haven't had the alone time to do that and am suffering because of it. Now that the little man is going to bed earlier (with no nap), I'm finding time to go inside and it's helping greatly.

KD