My psych dr was helpful yesterday. He helped me feel less worthless. I still feel worthless sometimes, but now I feel happy to breath fresh air and smell bark mulch. There are landscapers outside working. My wife trusts me and my step-son listens to me and trusts me enough to get by living under the same roof. He is succeding in school. He plans on the Navy after graduation from HS. I think my life is manageable currently. WOrk is good also, both jobs.