Wish to write something but...thinking about anger...not want to be like those who did this yet...how did they get the way they are? Glad now that adaption to that lifestyle was impossible for us. Struggle still we do but...while terrified often, now we have a T that helps us be less scared. We even feel some....maybe love towards T...not sure...but something warm and comforting. Before it was all misery that changed all the time...physically, mentally, emotionally and over and over. Now there are some warm times.
Even some funny times.
Sorry this helps no one. Not sure what to say. Not sure what is trying to be said.
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