You're not alone. I've not shown my legs since I was about 14, and this last couple of years it's been necessary to wear long sleeves at all times. I also put on a bunch of weight, so tighter tops are also a no-go. It's started getting warmer and I've started getting stressed about what I can and can't wear - not to therapy especially, just in general. I actually went to book a tattoo today with the idea of covering up the scars on my arm, trying to put the past behind me - but they're only going to be able to do so much at the moment because some of the scars higher up are too fresh - apparently it could be another two years before I can get them tattooed over and hopefully disguised, so that's a little disappointing. I was hoping to be able to start to wearing short sleeves again - but 3/4 length sleeves is a start, I guess.. and, I'm working on the weight issue - no more chocolate for me. Maybe one day I'll be able to look forward to summer again.. til then it'll be cotton shirts and baggy combat pants, I think.