no. f**k school. i mean.
ive had enough! ok!
everytime im in school i end up in the hospital. i have no money. i have no mom to pay. my dad has no money. idk how to do the job *****. id rather die. my experience is too much to show you its not going to work. but i have to tell you honestly. i used and exhausted every resource. they wouldnt let me use them anymore. its too much to go into detail. buut i cant. now....im kicked out. of two for mental health disruptions. ok? delusional in public. ok? not proud. but after this point i dont want to think of it anymore. for 5 months now ive been on the edge of not caring anymore. i slipped off already. im starting to care less and less. i just really dont.
im trying to reduce use on things like forums like when i reduced my social network use and deleted all my accounts ..my youtube. everything. just evreything. i fell off the planet for family and "friend(s)". im glad. theres something very beautiful in macabre.