I hear you, _frogslegs_. I very often do not trust myself, even though I am in a stable place. Maybe I'm just a little gun shy because I look back constantly at what I have done in the past and wonder why I did things or thought in certain ways. Sometimes it makes me think that there's a possibility that most of my actions/thoughts/etc. are somewhat irrational, simply because I'm constantly realizing how unhelpful those actions/thoughts were a day later. I guess I chalk it up to continuous learning - every day I reflect back on what transpired over the previous 24 hours and see where I could have done something better, and I try to grow from it. However, I've always been very hard on myself and can be very critical, which also leads to not necessarily trusting my thoughts. Oh well, it's something I struggle with every day and probably always will.