Unfortunately I don't fully comprehend what you are feeling because I am not you. It doesn't matter whether you feel in or not here as long as you doing what you need to be doing for your own personal satisfaction whether it be helping people or getting help yourself. Really it's up to you. Fitting in? I don't think it really matters at all Abby. I mean, I sure do not fit in here. Infact there are more than a few people that feel they don't fit in for whatever reason. Anyway, I will try to get to know you. I actually have not seen you on here so I can't really apologize for not making an effort if I've never seen you right?

Anyway. Hope you feel more at home when all the wonderful people here also reply to this. good luck, not that you need it though.