I am pretty sure that I have been in depression for a long time. I have been overwhelmed with 4 kids , animal, and a husband who is a truck driver. I didn't have the energy to keep my house in order. Now I have lost my kids . They are in dhs custody. Now i have to redo my house. Between my 4 yr old and my animals messing in the house. I have 3 special needs children. It was too much. Without the kids i feel like nothing. I hope my mother can get temporary custody. I really need someone to talk to. My 6 yr old has odd, my 4 yr old i believe has adhd, my 1 yr old is behind developmentally, and my 2 yr old daughter has no problems. I love my kids.my 4 yr old has destroyed my house. My life is so messed up and i don't know if i will ever have my kids but even if i get the house in order.