I see no nice life waiting for me. Ppl ask me wat im doin in the summer and i have no idea, i didnt make any plans since i sort if feel i wont be around, like i wont last that long or something.
I refuse to inform my parents on my current sanity or mental health. I do not want to deal with them yet i cant go on meds or a doc for that matter with out them knowing aonething is up. So they think im socially awkward - only thing they feel is wrong with my messed up life. Whatever, it sucks.