I just woke up, and just before waking up I had my first-ever (that I can remember) dream about T. I had brought my sister and somebody else to therapy, to be there for the first minutes of the session so they could ask T questions, and T asked if she could read them some of her notes about my background, which I agreed to. But she held the notes in a way that made it possible to read some really specific detailed notes from our sessions, which I had not agreed to share. I moved so I sat between T and the others so they wouldn't see the notes. Meanwhile the next client (a whole family) was coming into the room, and I got really worried that they would be there for the rest of my session. Turned out I wasn't getting a session, instead I had to leave when the other two people left.

Weird dream for several reasons - I'd never bring anybody to T, my sister doesn't know I'm seeing a therapist and I'd hate for her to find out, and if there is one thing I'm NOT worried about it's that T would share what I say with anybody. And she's told me that the notes she takes down are very unspecific in any case. Last night before going to sleep I was worrying about a letter that a friend of mine is going to write to my pdoc. Maybe that's what I was dreaming about really.

I'll tell T about it at my last session with her on Wednesday - I think it might interest her.