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Originally Posted by krisakira
not actively suicidal, no plan to, but it has been on my mind that i just want to give up. I hate that i have bipolar and ptsd, and i hate that i am fat and ugly. The one thing i am supposed to control, my weight, i cannot control because i am a fat pig and i hate myself for it, i see no happy future and i do not see myself getting out of this, i am feeling so hopeless
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There is only a now.
If asked to explain what this means it could not be understood.
Everyday existance is turmoil feeling like your drowning in self-hatred i have spent times of my life struggling with this indifference.
You are not alone in this.