And while I'm at it, I only have like £90 to last until the end of the month. That's doable I guess, but I always prefer having a cushion. And I have to pay the water with that, too.

And all my family - cousins and such - are getting married. I've only had one relationship in my life and he abused me horribly. All I really want is a husband, as awful as that is to say. I'd like to be pregnant, too. I don't want the kid at the end, I just want to be pregnant. How weird is that??