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Originally Posted by moremi
To me it did feel like the end of the world I was planning crashing my car into the river in the middle of the night so no one would find me until it was to late, all over a argument. This was one of the worst days of my life. I have had many more like this too. I hate cycling that way so many times in a day.
I have never really been stable so I dont know exactly what that is.
Hope that helps you out some.
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The above is a couple snippets from your post that I wanted to comment on. I can relate to an argument making you feel like the world is ending and you want to kill yourself. I experience that same exact thing. I just got out of the hospital a few months ago because of this, and it's not the first time. It's like someone can say something that makes me go so ballistic, it is unbearable.
I wonder if I have ever been stable. I don't think I have but of course what "stable is" can be defined differently by differing doctors I suppose. Thank you for your response. It does help.