Following my posts probably creates a headache. I know more than anyone else, im a mess. I know it confuses me and im in this head, from an outside perspective im all over the place, but dont feel like a stalker lol, it is the best way to give an informative post, as for me, im afraid no matter whats said or what i do i contradict myself. But honestly i never mean to and dont even realize i have. Like i have been in the past diagnosed schizophrenic, today i will tell you there is no way thats me, tomorrow though, it might explain all of my problems. Basket case over here, i guess i really am crazy, good thing i have a t. Perhaps he can sort this although b suggested i admit myself for a week or so, some moments i think hes right, other moments im perfectly fun, nothing is wrong. So if anyone follows my posts, keep some asprin handy, it will likely cause a headache