Fear filters can be a son of a *****. Some mornings I wake up anxious & have to ask my fiancee "You're sure nothing bad is going to happen to me, right? I'm not going to die?"

Listen to Costello, Newtus. She knows her **** as a damn awesome caretaker. I am sure she is trying as hard to help you as she does with her son... That's admirable & deserves at least a listen & some honest trying.

You can beat this. It's possible. It may not ALL go away, but you can at least be somewhat stable.