
May 19, 2012, 12:03 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2010
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I can't say I have sexual fantasies or that I even sexually am attracted to T. I think as humans it's normal to look at certain attributes. But that's looking. I have 'different' thoughts about T some days. 
Years a go I had a T that I got hugs sometimes and a lot of positive reinforcement. I once told him that I loved him. I hated myself for letting him know. At the time I thought I did not deserve to love anyone. 
He was accepting that I loved him. He never told me back (of course) I remember asking him face to face, if I would ever, ever, ever have a chance of being in a relationship with him?
He said no, never. I cried so hard that day. But he and I worked many yrs together. He was the best T I ever had.
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TinaL
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