thank you psych girl. He doesn't know my address just my state.
he has told me that he used to do drugs for a year and a half 5 years ago... I have thought maybe the drugs altered his looks. i do remember one time he told me that he doesn't look the way he is on the inside. sometimes i feel like im wasting my time but then i feel he's such a kind hearted person that i shouldn't bug him about it.