I thought she liked me but I think it was pure infatuation. I screwed it all up by being too cold and couldn't respond properly. Still, when we had a night together--no intercourse, but thats beside the point--she was VERY aggressive, I can't tell if it was just a sexual thing or not.
I've never been good at "picking up" on the facial expressions, etc, of other people. I suppose I don't have the confidence
If she knew the way I'm in such turmoil now, She'd probably think I was some Super creepy person.
It might feel good If I knew that she still had some feelings towards me. But I screwed this one up.
But, graduations tommorow, and I don't know if I'll ever see her again.
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