(((((Ohhhh Spider)))),
Well, we are adopting you and you can have us as friends. You cant help the past several years, you have dealt with a lot and you ARE struggling with PTSD. You need to take time for you and NOW DEVOTE THAT TO HEALING. THEN, you will be able to pick the right friends when you are ready. Unfortunately when someone suffers with PTSD often they are so misunderstood, even by themselves, and alone. The general public is STILL WAY TO IGNORANT and to uninformed to understand people who struggle with PTSD.
Give this time and we are here. The one thing I don't like is how far apart we all are and we cant meet and share in the flesh. Sigh.... and I would love to do that too.
(((HUGS TO YOU SPIDER))))
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