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Originally Posted by costello
It's never awful to say what you really want. I think it's nice that you know something you really want. Not everyone does, you know?
Remember that song? "You gotta have a dream. If you don't have a dream, how you gonna have a dream come true?"
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Oh I just had a thought. A related thought, I mean . . . I have thoughts altogether too often.
Except for a husband, everything I really want is changing the past. I really want to not have been in psychiatry. I really want not to have a diagnosis. I really want to still be a virgin. (Actually that's the other time I've been suicidal . . . realising I would never be a virgin again.) I really want to have got my law degree in three years and not six.
Actually earlier I was wishing that I had never learned English, too. I had this really overwhelming feeling that my life would have been better had I not.
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