I lost an important online source of support yesterday, to no fault of my own. I don't know really why this bothers me so much, more even than when my husband is mad with me. I can't seem to get over it, even th ough I have other places to go, like PC. I feel totally rejected. Old pain comes back to me and I feel like no-one cares about me. I know this is irrational, but well.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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