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Originally Posted by amandalouise
with my integration the opposite happened. everything that was my alters became one with me /merged with me, which means I gained the urge to harm myself when those programmed alters integrated with me. I became much more violent where before integration it was just thoughts, after integration thoughts became actions. I still battle that war of self injury. I am at this moment stable and safe.
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hmmmmm....That's weird that you wanted to self harm after integration. When Viki the slasher was intergrated she told the host that she was sorry and that it was her job to cut the body..then she was integrated. Viki was relieved of the job that she was given by the programing for her to do.
I have a tx. with 20 years experience with d.i.d and satanic ritual abuse..SRA How are you doing?