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Originally Posted by WikidPissah
oh dear. I have to explain. Sometimes when I look at H I get overwhelming feelings of love and peace. I am so very thankful to have him in my life. I love to cuddle and hold hands with him. But it isn't a sexual attraction.
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I completely get that. Even with my previous T, who my friends called Hot Therapist (HT for short), I couldn't imagine being sexual with him. I had very, very strong feelings for him, but they weren't sexual. I have the same thing with my current T, who is not as physically attractive as HT, but to whom I am far closer.
I find it difficult to characterize my feelings for him, really. Love, respect, intimacy, gratitude, a little fear, and a bunch of other things I don't even have words for all come into it. I'm drawn to him and want to spend time with him, but I don't have erotic fantasies about him. It's just a unique relationship.