I only called T once. She picked up, I was mortified. I was so hoping she wouldn't answer. Conversation went like this
I blurted out "What the **** do you think is wrong with me?"
T: "What happened?"
Me: (silents)
T: "Did you and ****** get in to a fight?"
me: uh uh
T: "Is (Son) safe?"
me: uh huh
T: "Is ****** safe?"
me: yeah
T: "Are you safe?"
me: uh huh ( ***** talking in the back round telling me to tell her what's going on)
T: what's ***** saying
Me: I don't know
T: I agree with you that you are thinking irrational and if you don't feel safe you should go to the crises center.
Me: I don't want to
T: I know but they'll only keep you three days and then I'll see you Friday.
Me: But I don't want a (drug class I refuse to take)
T: Honey, I know, but if you need one or it's the anti depressant then they'll be able to fix it.
I don't remember the rest and there was a bit more to the conversation but she gave me an out and I took it. I was not hospitalized, and it was not mentioned again.