She said I have a sociopathic personality,because I'm cold,manipulative,agressive,etc.But I think she's too incompetent and/or shallow to grasp my real problem.I was physically abused and systematically insulted as a child by my parents,and for as long as I remember my sole drive was to be superior and to dominate people around me.My studies,my extreme exercise routine,everything is fueled by this desire.Whenever I talk to someone or see people on the streets I just think about how much better I am than them.I also think about how stupid they are and how they **** up their own lives.I also feel constant aggression and a desire to physically and emotionally hurt everyone,even my acquaintances and it's not a neurotic unhealthy type of aggression,as I really believe they deserve it.People **** up their lives and drag their ''friends'' down with them.They're all full of jealousy for each other and hypocritical ******** and yet they attempt to hide and bury all that instead of letting it out and accepting their-selves.My therapist wants me to do this too-to suppress my natural impulses and act ''normal'' and ''civilized'',instead of helping me solve the problems I talk to her about,like getting rid of annoying people and winning conflicts.I thought the therapist was supposed to be on my side,meaning that she should help me do things my way,not force me into her sick twisted fantasy of normality.I mean you also have to consider the source and in this case - she's 24 and already wrinkled,overweight,with thinning hair.Is that normality?She also says I should ''improve'' with age,but I've only been becoming more myself over the years.I feel competitive,full of energy,ready to take on anyone and anything,why can't she see that that's how a guy is supposed to be,not chained down,submissive,cowardly,feminine and pathetic like 90% of the guys out there.Don't you get pissed off how today's standards about people's qualities are so low?Ugly,weak,undeveloped people telling other ugly,weak and undeveloped people how cool they are and vice versa.Normal people aren't even more moral than your average psychopathic serial killer,they only feel empathy when it benefits them,yet they claim they're caring.They lie left and right,yet they claim they're honest.The list goes on.