I went out with some people again last night, and i just find i have nothing to say . . .

Also, wherever I am, whatever the group, i tend to be on the periphery, not really saying anything, or belonging.

It's hard to explain, but when I'm with company they tend to almost forget me and move off without warning. I think this is because I don't talk and thus I'm easy to forget. I'm left just trying not to be left behind, so other people in the vicinity can't tell I'm not really part of the group. It's embarassing, really.