Thanks everyone for your support.
@Roadie: there is a lot more behind this. I can't go into detail about the support I lost, but they weren't a long-time friend but I did feel a strong attachment somehow. It also triggers old pain from rejection that happened in the past. I don't know if it's normal, you say it is, but I feel stupid for being more rejected than when for example my husband is mad at me. Maybe it's becaus emy husband will only be mad for an hour or so, but I don't know.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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