I guess for me the feelings are so old and unprocessed that I can't even begin to reflect on them. Perhaps I should wear an elastic band round my wrist and pinch myself with it to Proventil me just reacting?

At work at the moment I have a boss with no people skills and his constantly threatening us. His in a lot of fear for his job and that's causing a reaction in me . I want to tell him to stick his Job up his arse.

If I could remind myself he has lot more to loose then I have, but I just see red.