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Old May 20, 2012, 01:35 PM
anonymous12713
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yea I hear voices in my head constantly. For the longest time I thought they were just normal , because they've always existed... then one day they got louder and started telling me to hurt myself, they diagnosed me as paranoid schizophrenic and then schizoaffective. Later we found out they were parts speaking. I only know this because when my system feels safe and calm, the voices are quiet. Medications change the voices very little. I don't think I remember or know what it's like without these voices constantly chitter chattering. I actually don't know how people survive in this world with the boredom of not having the voices with them. My system has been stable for the first time ever recently and the voices have been more quiet recently. I have experienced boredom for the first time I can ever remember.