I don't know. I feel the urge to cut almost always. It's like my arms itch and it's all I can focus on. I just try to distract myself, even if it's very temporary, and as soon as I'm not thinking about something else, I think about si.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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