Today sucked. plain and simple.
I woke up and my mom had gone out to do stuff so i had a shower. the day just dragged on tho. my mom still hadn't gotten back and i had no motivation and was feeling lonely. I had plans with an ex and our friend but they are just drama drama drama lately (NOT the good kind) so i canceled on them. im glad i just stayed home tonight.
i was overwhelmed to the point of tears just a minute ago. and dealt with it by going on a nice walk with my doggie and listening to music.
doesn't help that im totally broke for the rest of the month so i have no money for cigs.

mom's being great with me tonight tho. i feel real comfortable with her and expressing myself with support from her.

love her, love myself. Right? right