had a bad weekend...super stressed...depressed...tired...no motivation to get up and do anything anymore.....had a text from an aquantance asking what i was doing and i replied then they just replied they were at buffalo wild wings watching the ppv event....wtf is that...just texting me to say that kinda rubbing it in my face that im a loser...and friday got a nother text saying to go to a auto shop i regularly visit saying to swing by and i go and noones there...:'(...idk why i havent killed myself