I had a weird Friday of feeling super high on life then crashed in the evening crying all over the place. Saturday was better applied to more jobs online and got in touch with a friend that works at a place I stopped at Friday afternoon to apply. Also got some cuddle time in with my cuddle buddy/bestfriend (which is the weirdest friendship I've ever had with a guy but cool) . Kinda feel like I'm stuck in this cycle of only hanging out with a certain couple of friends regularly and negelecting other friendships outside of text messaging. I dunno what it is.... Sunday really chill preparing for classes that start next week and a battle plan for getting employed can't take this not working stuff....