Hai. Im not really sure why i joined this site. i guess i wanted to talk to someone about what I'm going through. I've been so close to suicide so many time. i thin the first time i planned it i was 11. well i survived every relapse. Now im 20, in college and i can't take it. i feel like i've really reached the end. i dont want to watch and see my life fall to peices. I dont have a family to support me, i dont have many friends. I dont know, i kind of feel like im done.

i guess thats what i feel. Any thoughts?