Lexicon:
Three months seems incredible to me but I feel that it is possible. I have made it a month before so am feeling optimistically cautious.

Heather:
You know what, it may sound big headed but I am proud of myself. Part of me feels silly too. Seems like it should be easy to not hurt one's self. But it isn't. Yeah, I am proud of myself.
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft