I was and am and will be a loner for the rest of my life. Yes, I was a loner in high school. I spent my fair share of time in the library doing homework and reading boring books that I hate. I tried everything, I tried to jump into conversations, go and try to hang out with other kids, none of it worked. What I can say is, if you are a loner, skip the "pretend to fit in and be someone you are not" part and embrace your true self. Ahhh, the horrible high school memories are coming back. I hated every minute I wasted in high school. Looking back I say I hate everything I've ever done, everything I've seen, everything I've ever experienced I have nothing but complete hatred and disgust.