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Originally Posted by pbutton
Did he say he didn't understand why you are so freaked out about it? Or are you deciding that on your own?  |
Ok, yea I might be deciding that one myself. I guess I don't feel like he got it. I am over thinking this and the thought of seeing him again makes me cringe.
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Originally Posted by Readytostop
If I were you I would print off everything you said on this thread and talk to your T about it.... let him explain his purpose in the questions he asked, etc... you will probably find that he doesn't want to say too much because he wants you to figure out how you feel about it and your own reactions without being clouded by his reaction... but you won't know if you don't ask..
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yea, that would be a good way out. No way I can be that open with him though. Wow. I really don't want him to know the impact he has on me. It would be easier to run, I know that's the cowards way out...but I don't think I am ready for disclosure, not if I have to over think it for a week afterwards.