My biggest fear is being abandoned by my therapist, she was gone for an unspecified about of time a few months ago, knew she was having some sort of surgery and wasn't sure when she would be back. Knew she would be out for at least a week (just my guess) and I was going on a trip the next week, so I told her not to bother to try to contact me until I got back. She said she would contact me as soon as she could, that freaked me out made it sound like she would be gone more than the 2 weeks I was worried about. Started to check the obituaries every day, could have just googled her name but that seemed like crossing a boundary into her private life. So I was stressed out for nearly a month until I got a call from her office to set up an appointment.

Does your therapist have an office you could call and ask about when your T will be back?