lonely... If I were you I would make that call, and leave a very thorough message. Add in the part about the meds...you know, I am out of meds, and you aren't calling me back...etc...

Then I would compose an honest letter about how painful this has been and you really needed closure. Get mad. Express everything. I would send that snail mail if you don't receive a response from your voicemail within 24 hours. Then start calling new T's and/or pdocs.
It sux. She was wrong, not you.