I've just got in from the doctors quite frustrated, as expected. After a two minute chat he denounced I look depressed so gave me a tick box form to fill out and is sending me for blood tests to see if I have a thyroid problem(?!). It caught me a bit off guard really, I wasn't expecting it to get so deep, so quickly! I couldn't answer properly because I need time to process what I have to say. It's annoying really, knowing myself what's wrong, but not being able to tell him for fear of being dismissed as hog wash.

The balls rolling at least, but I get the feeling he's already made his mind up about me.