i hope to do this one and never look back. theyve f'd me over too much in my life.

not really. believe it or not both my parents are to a good extent antipsychiatry. the reasons why are...well...idk what to think...pperhaps my parents have a bit a personal screw loose? hell idk. im just wondering.

my mother believes in ghosts talking to me and the dead trying to contact me. she wanted to take me to a psychic for help and wanted to help me contact the dead. idk if i ever said this here but she tried to get me an exorcism once. she took me to a catholic church. i had no idea what was happening. but thats for another post. she think psychiatry is full of complete quacks. she was married to someone with schizophrenia that got committed and died in a mental hospital before she met my dad. between my mother and father..my mother...is so..ugh..i think she has some mental issues. shes extremely manipulative.

my father is not so much for psychiatry. hes for like..herbal remedies..and stuff...hes like almost....antigov/militant in a WAY. like...a 60s africanamerican hippie. seriously. hes

but if they deem they cant help me they turn me over to psychiatry. which is...like what it is like by now.

thanks i need this.

i think drugs triggered mine. idk yet. ill figure some things out about that. i didnt know what i was doing at the time. i think it had some embalming fluid in there. idk seriously. idk. but it wasnt anything regular weed. ill never truly know but i can only guess.