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Thanks for asking about my situation lido78- it helps me clear up what I am really stressing out about. I live with my parents, today I just enrolled for an online class, and am not working (but looking). The cause of the stress is the process of getting a job I guess and I guess they want me to be active and make some money "to at least pay my gas"- (my dad said). I am also afraid that work is going to ruin my grades (like before) I can see a little from my parents point of view from your post I can understand why they do what they do.
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I have a lot to say about my parents and sorry if it's offensive- they are never happy for me. I did volunteer work, then they asked me to earn money. I was earning money (from a previous min wage) but they asked me to work on weekends as well (which eventually conflicted with my final grades). They don't believe in mental issues just call me lazy basically, I really don't want to believe I am lazy, I feel that something (anxiousness) is preventing me from doing.. a lot of things. - then comes the diagnosis the insurance. the meds, but this would be a whole new topic I guess
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I have worked part time during summers for the past few years, but it always ended in bad terms because I either wanted very few hours or I'd quit. and when I didn't quit, I failed a whole semester and don't want this to happen again. I may have gone all over the place - my life is very disorganized
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